I know I am alive, and regardless of past feelings about that fact, I am stoked about it. Life can suck, bad.. But god, when it is good it is so good, and fuck me for ever forgetting that.
I know I have people that love me, no matter how many reasons I give them not to. I don't deserve my friends, and they don't deserve the shit I have put them through, but I am so happy I have them.
I know I can't control what happens around me, only how I react to it.
I know I don't need any one thing to define me as a person. Just because I am not very good at one thing in particular, doesn't mean I am not interesting or special.
I know Everything happens for a reason. I am where I am in life because it is where I need to be.
Shut up, I really believe that.
I know that I am manic. I am unpredictable. I am spontaneous to a fault. I am opinionated. I bite my fucking nails.
I know I am a human being. I need to remember to remember that.
I know that I am smart. I am not a genius, but I know what's right, what's wrong, and I could run circles around you in a game of Scatagories, I am sure.
I know that I am happy, and it's because I am trying. You become unhappy when you give up.
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